| Religious feeling and God's abiding presence |
I am blessed to have learned at an early age that faith and religious feelings are not the same. Of course, that is not to say that religious feelings aren’t a nice and even (at times) useful affirmation of our faith, but our faith is not about feelings. The reason it’s not about religious feelings (and one might go as far as to say religious experience) is that feelings are necessarily subjective. Feelings are my personal impressions. That is why you can have two people sit in the same room, one feeling warm, the other one feeling cold. It is why time can go by slowly or quickly. It is why one person may be offended at a certain action or expression while another may not (different standards may also play a role but I am speaking strictly of subjective impressions of what someone may have intended: was it a joke or was it serious?, etc.).
Sometimes I can be melancholic. There is no particular reason, it just happens. Of course, I may not get enough sleep or be worried about something, but generally if I am feeling melancholic it’s not something else that brought it on. Like frustration, stress, or anger, being melancholic colours your perception of things, you will tend to see the glass as half-empty rather than half full. And that’s the danger of it. It skews your world view. It becomes harder to see how blessed you are, how good God is, how wonderful your friends are, and how beautiful the world is. That is why it’s important to understand that what you see is only a mirage, a fake reality.
Religious feelings, shivers down our spine, a profound sense of joy and gratitude, a sensing of God’s presence are all wonderful gifts as they show us a vision of heavenly glory. But we must not seek them to escape the mundane of our calling here on earth. The nature of these experiences is that they happen as a gift. Their goal is not personal happiness, personal happiness is a by-product.
What is more important than emotion is knowing and trusting the reality of God’s presence, God’s salvation, and God’s peace. I can pray that He is my shepherd even when I am in the darkest valley. I may be afraid but I can hold on to this understanding, knowledge, and – ultimately – hope. After all, God is not dependent on how I feel about God. The reality of God’s presence and love is more important than my feelings about it.
This is where worship and prayer come in. They help us focus, they help us re-orient ourselves. When I pray God lifts me beyond how I see and experience the world and God lets me see the world with His eyes. When I pray, God lifts me beyond my personal experience and awakens in me to care and concern for others. When I pray, I move beyond fear and sadness and am filled with hope for I see clearly that God is the future of the world. That, I believe, is what David says when he prays that the Lord is his shepherd.
As we enter into a new year of ministry, it is my hope that each of us continue to seek God’s presence daily, that our lives be transformed, and our ministry truly be the Lord’s ministry.
Yours,
Pastor Christoph
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| Posted by J. Christoph Reiners on Wednesday, September 03, 2008 at 09:34
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